I have no idea what's been going on lately. I tend to fall asleep on class way more often than usual. I have a feeling like I part myself away from others even more in real life, as if I wasn't used enough by them. I sometimes have a loss of concentration during classes, and even if I DO hear those things the teacher says, it'd be just like it just washed past me.
I'm starting to worry, the very thought about failing the semester is making me agitated sometimes.
Perhaps my greatest support that is a friend of mine, that was always there since childhood. If she is not there, I feel alone. I think I'm getting further addicted with electronics, to the point of using them during class.
I think I'll go to the psychologist. I need help onto what to do with this. With those problems I can't draw or make music, I even took notice of it now with my most recent drafts.
I never said this at any of the chats I've been to, I didn't want to make a drama out of it, or to make people worry, or hear from them that it's not their problem or that they don't care.
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